18 July 2007

Noblisse Assassin

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Because terror has no true name
Ok, so I had my first rehearsal yesterday.
After a long day at work which lasted up to 7.45 pm to which I rushed to 8 pm rehearsals. Which ended early because I didn’t think going to outside grounds to do an exercise/game was going to help me accomplish anything for the play. I returned to work instead and finished up stuff up to about 11 pm.

I’m graciously tired today, but I’m feeling halfway decent even though rehearsal was weird when I didn’t get any direction, much less commentary, or … could be my imagination but hardly a glance. Even if I did ok, or there wasn't much to work with, still ... it would be better to say something about it than allow presumptions and assume it was ok, when it helps to be informed instead that it was ok.
But no matter, I’ll just do what I can regardless of what happens in rehearsals, which in itself could be a bad thing, but we do what we can, right?

Movement is life
Monday night was … amazing.
I rushed over to The Central Market Annexe performance space and gallery to attend a 2 and a half hour introduction to BioMechanics by Chris Jacobs. It was nothing short of startlingly eye-opening and I very much agreed in line with the basis of the entire technique, approach and practice to biomechanics. I had naturally inclined to its premises when I started off last year in “The Shape of Things”. .wow … who knew!

Its definitely something to watch out for and learn more about. A pity, coz I thought some people should have attended this course as well to expand their repertoire in training and directing others. The more forearmed you are with knowledge, the better you are at pursuing your passion with fervor and rigour. I need to share this with the rest of the cast.
It was tiring, testing, and all around difficult but worth every cent I spend on the workshop. Of course, now I have to custom make some of the 'scales' for the body because I'm bow-legged. I actually heard the words "oh ... thats a first ...", when I showed them I was bow-legged.
*hehe*

And … Derek was kinda hot. Pang was cute too … wonder where Pang's hot little ex-flatmate does ... (sigh) – I’m already starting to break my tenet for the rest of the year …
(shrugs)

Liquidity
So much work …. So little time to memorise my lines for the lead … I’m gonna kill myself I know it. And I just Started Back my RPG long-term campaign.
Yes, I’m gonna die by my own hand.
And also yes, I'm pretty sure much of what I write here can condemn me ... them's the breaks then.

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Prose

Oft I tell myself,
There are mistakes to forgive. Sleeping on the beds I made for others.

For a second time in a long breath of life,
hidden behind a cloudy mirrored screen – I murmur to the whispers.

The flies buzz a lazy litany around the tired halting bars.
Save sunlight and air, they duty well enough.

My blood is the flavour of the month
Leaking faucet lips of scarlet.

Oft I tell myself,
There are some mistakes which break you.
And others, to forgive.

4 comments:

Unknown said...

hehehehe...

yea... i have had some cheeky tongue-in-cheek flirting with Pang. though, i suspect he would most likely want to do more than that. ahahahah!

the hell with your tennent! go flit shamelessly with derek, pang and whatsisname when u have the chance... just go for it lah! that way, you WON'T have to buy so much porn lah!

eh..can't help you with that lez, Helena. you have alreadey said your peace to her..so let her dig her ignorant, silly blobous ass to the grave!

hmm..am sure after Tungku ends, you would be more free and relaxed to prepare the game better... :-d

no matter if you don't feel like running it every sunday, we can do mine.. but i too have to see if i have any invites from kai's end! :-d

ah well... till then

ttfn

Unknown said...

ever notice how some women have asses that look like both cheeks have their own centre of gravity? damn! cellulite be a bitch to hog around!

heh...

G said...

well darn it - I didn't get any cheeky vibes from Pang so I didn't flirt with him :D

actually on callign this derek fellow for a drink or something. Although - he seems to keep himself busy too. He teaches at Sunway School, holds classes at Fitness First in the evenings and weekends he does the KL Ensemble drama.
Oh well. Just my luck huh ...

yes , hehehehehe I've made peace with Hel .... (HELL!) ...

And its Tunku :p
But yea ... after this month things should be eaiser but I'm still miffed no one seem to have time to consider my confirmation.

WHY are you noticing women's fat asses! Dont you turn straight on me!

Kenny Mah said...

"Sleeping on the beds I made for others."

Beautiful.